Friday, June 27, 2008

Say you'll never go

How can I make it through the day
Without you
You have been so much a part of me
(and if you'll go)
I'll never know what to do
How can I carry on my way
The memories
When all that is left is the pain of my history
Why should I live my life today

I cannot live out on my own
And just forget the love you've always shown
And accept the fate of my condition
Please don't ever go
For I cannot live my life alone

CHORUS:
Say you'll never go
Say you'll never go out my way
Say you'll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you'll never go
Say you'll never go away

How can I make my dreams come true
Without you
You were the one who gave love to me
(And don't you know)
You are my fantasy

I cannot live out on my own
(I can't do anything at all)
And just forget the love you've always shown
And accept the fate of my condition

Please don't ever go
For I cannot live my life alone

CHORUS:
Say you'll never go
Say you'll never go out my way
Say you'll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you'll never go
Say you'll never go away

(Instrumental)

CHORUS:
Say you'll never go
Say you'll never go out my way
Say you'll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you'll never go
Say you'll never go away

The Search for True Love

As I search for true love to come, I always find myself getting hurt in the process... I always give my best for it to work out, ending up with nothing at all. I always wanted to be happy because I believe I deserve to be... but I guess happiness is not for me. Maybe, it's just not meant to be... Maybe, I wished too hard that true love would come to me... I expected too much that I just wanted the feeling of someone is loving me. I'm tired already of hoping that someday the right one that they're talking about would find me... that his love would find a way to my heart... but each time I try to find him, I fail... and my heart is broken apart...

Monday, June 23, 2008

At the beginning

We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

(chorus)
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there whenthe storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(chorus)

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

(chorus)

In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

That's the way it is

I can read your mind and I know your story
I see what you're going through
It's an uphill climb, and I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you

Don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When you question me for a simple answer
I don't know what to say, no
But it's plain to see, if you stick together
You're gonna find a way, yeah

So don't surrender 'cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When life is empty with no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby, don't worry, forget your sorrow
'Cause love's gonna conquer it all, all

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

That's the way it is
That's the way it is, babe
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is.

Gotta go my own way

[ Gabriella: ] (sigh)
[ Gabriella: ] Troy
[ Gabriella: ] Listen

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something 'bout us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try some how the plan
Is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
but I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...

[ Chorus:(Gabriella) ]
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way (my own way)

[ Gabriella: ]
Don't want to leave it all behind,
but I get my hopes up,
and I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey,
and it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause
I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...

[ Chorus:(Gabriella) ]
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way

[ Troy: ]
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

[ Gabriella: ]
What about trust?

[ Troy: ]
You know I never wanted to hurt you

[ Gabriella: ]
And what about me?

[ Troy: ]
What am I suppose to do?

[ Gabriella: ]
I gotta leave, but

[ Both: ]
I'll miss you

[ Gabriella: ]
ooh oh...Soo I've got to move on and be who I am

[ Troy: ]
Why do you have to go?

[ Gabriella: ]
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

[ Troy: ]
I'm trying to understand

[ Gabriella: ]
We might find our place in this world someday,
but at least for now.....

[ Troy: ]
I want you to stay

[ Gabriella: ]
I wanna go my own way...

[ Gabriella: ]
I've got to move on and be who I am

[ Troy: ]
What about us?

[ Gabriella: ]
I just don't belong here
I hope you'll understand

[ Troy: ]
I'm trying to understand

[ Gabriella: ]
We might find our place in
this world someday (world someday)
But at least for now
I've gotta go my own way
I've gotta go my own way
I've gotta go... my own way.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

All I wanted

A poem I've written for someone few years ago...

I wanted to hug him but he wanted me to go away
I wanted to be with him but he kept ignoring me
I wanted to stay with him but he drove me away
I wanted to live with him but he kept hurting me

I wanted to ease the pain he was giving me but he was my cure
I wanted to run away from him but he was my shelter
I wanted let go of him but he was my happiness
I wanted to live without him but he was my life

All I wanted was to love him
But he did not love me like the way I did
I never wanted to leave him
But I wanted him to be happy

I was lost without him
But I needed to survive alone
I wanted him so badly
But I needed to be strong alone

I was hurting
But I needed to leave him
I wanted to go back
But I needed to love myself

I was hurting
So let go
I was suffering
So break free

I needed to leave him
But I really love him
I wanted to forget him
But my mind was thinking of him

It was hard to let go of him
Because I wanted to be with him
It was painful to bear
Because I wanted to be there

Oh... I just want to love him
But he does not really love me
He does not make me feel important
He does not want to be with me

Please

Look at me
Show me your eyes that tell me you need me

Listen to me
Lend me your ears and hear my stories

Talk to me
Tell me how much you miss me

Hug me
Hold me tight, darling

Let me feel that you care for me
Show me that you love me

Please, baby, please...

I miss you so much...